Never heard of orthorexia, but I think that’s where I am. I can’t eat anything at all without feeling horrible. If I avoid animals and I’m looking at strawberries, I think of the children forced to work for Driscoll. If I go for rice and beans, there’s the food combiners that say not to mix proteins with starches. It goes on and on. Am trying so hard to just find some joy in food, but I live with this sense of guilt that no matter what, I’m doing it wrong. I’ll be following you for more wisdom, my friend. Thank you.